Hey Ank. I’ve had a similar berry experience to what you described. I can no longer get high as I go right back to that point I was at. I even just tried smoking CBD today, and it did the same thing.
I was at home and started to get the same feelings after smoking it. I immediately flushed the rest of the CBD oil down the sink as I know that this while feeling is going to pass, and I would get curious again and try the CBD again.
I then just needed to get out and go for a walk, which helped me calm down. I was listening to some music and then all of a sudden the music seemed to be matching up with what I was doing. It seemed like it was me creating the music in my head because I had already died or something and that I’m actually dead or something.
It’s weird to describe how I was feeling. But it started when I got high with my GF for the first time together. It was pretty much as you described. The death, the demons, everything. I didn’t end up going to the hospital, though. But I did get my GF to ring them.
I even get some of the same feelings when watching TV shows now. My girlfriend and I started watching living with myself on Netflix, and it brought back the anxiety. My GF is also really into an excellent place. But I’m now scared to watch it as I think it’s going to tell me something I don’t want to believe.
I recommend staying away from everything but alcohol, even then, low doses of it 😉 we are alive, and we are real. I hope some of my experience in some way helps you.