Well I’m a pothead, and yea, like any other pothead i love being high
I am 16 by the way, and i’m on probation
We got incredibly baked and, yea, i liked it – but never more than weed, because weed is way more smoother and safer.
I smoked spice several more times, not too often – like once a month.
This guy, he acted weird – antisocial, lots of bad anxiety is what i noticed.
So time passed, my probation starts. I had to stop smoking pot, and this is when i got into smoking spice more and more often.
There were several times when i forgot who and what i was – i would just sit in my couch and try to gasp for air while smoking spice.
I knew what i was doing was wrong, but this drug is highly addictive and pleasurable at the same time
The side effects of smoking it continuously get worse. I felt like smashing something or someone whenever i didn’t have any, and i tried desperately to get or steal money just to go buy spice.
I feel like a hole in my brain is getting bigger and bigger, the more i smoke.
There was this one time where i didnt have any spice, and i started a fight with a friend of mine and afterwards we were both bleeding.
Then, something hit me and i realised the real danger of this drug. It’s addictive, dangerous and kills you slowly.
I’m still on it and quitting in 90 days when I’m off probation.
CA, San Mateo county