I have been using spice (synthetic marihuana) since I was 16 years old. I have been addicted. When I did it my first time, I didn’t like it that much.
But after my body just as for it. I can’t explain the feeling of getting high. I just feel that I’m in another world.
My friends use to watch me and laugh at me. I use to get angry and sometimes I couldn’t walk and sometimes, I can’t talk.
I start screaming. My hands close and I start having epitaxial. I use to love that feeling. Once I was at home, and I use to walk my entire house naked, and my mom saw me and the only thing I remember are that she started crying.
I use to go to the hospital couple of times because of the synthetic marijuana. Every time I do it; I feel like my heart is just going to get out of my body.
I use to stop doing K2, but a month ago I went to jail, and since I came out of prison I feel like I need it again.
I started doing spice again, and sometimes feel like I’m losing my family. My mom doesn’t talk to me and my girlfriend always cries when she watches me getting high.
I feel like this is the only way to feel good. I know I’m sick, and can lose everything, my house, family, my life and work but it’s so difficult getting out of the spice.
If other people are doing spice and you are not addicted and are just doing it just to have fun, please stop now. If you need help, just call for help.