I have been addicted to spice for about three years now. I just turned 18 last month. I want to get away from this stuff badly but I can’t.
They have diagnosed me with mild schizophrenia. My anxiety depression and cold has become severely worse.
I dropped out of school. I don’t do anything anymore. I feel alone. I feel like I’m pushing everyone away and I can’t stop.
I’m always on the hunt for more or sick. I smoke it 24/7 I’m so addicted it’s ridiculous. I have no one to help me stop I’ve tried a few times on my own and did not stay satisfied.
I love this drug but I hate it I could have had my life straight a while ago. My life wasn’t supposed to go this way at all.
I watch everyone move up and move on, and I’m still at the same place I was years ago. It has fucked everything up for me, and I just want to get away but I can’t. I feel like I’m missing everything.
I just want to feel normal again. I wish I never chilled with the girl that got me addicted. ruined my life!