I started smoking with a homemade spice called “Tuki”. I started because I was put on probation but smoke it almost every day till now. I am off probation but my body craves it. I really don’t know what to do to get rid of this. It has started affecting my marriage life either.
My wife has no knowledge about my smoking. She thinks that I am just smoking weed. As she has never smoked so she doesn’t know much about it. I feel like I am always irritated, hostel, paranoid and basically a dick all the time.
I have been having suicidal thoughts lately because I had to drop out of a school because we can’t afford childcare. The reason behind I started smoking is I have suffered from depression and anxiety for many years and smoking make me feel better. But now I feel like I am going crazy I don’t know how to stop it. It is cheap but the highs are pretty intense. How can I stop it, does anyone have advice?