Let me start by giving a little background information.
I have done just about every drug there is.
In high school, I was a regular pot smoker. I smoked everyday and liked getting high.
Experimenting with drugs in my late teens into early 20’s led me to trouble with school, relationships, and the law.
At first it was great! I was getting stupid high with just a little amount and I was enjoying the stuff besides the occasional freak out.
Very quickly though, it turned into a serious habit.
After about a year, it got to the point where I HAD to smoke to function normally (or so i thought).
In reality, I was a complete zombie.
I could barely communicate, because I was so fucked up by this stuff.
I ended up quitting my job, because i got so depressed and just wanted to sit in my room and do nothing but smoke all day.
I also crashed my car and bought another one while i was so high that I barely remember buying it.
So one day in my zombified incensed state, I decided to go driving to find a spot where i could just park my car and smoke (great idea huh?).
Well i ended up getting lost and a cop saw me stopped in the middle of the road parked.
Long story short, i got arrested thus violating my probation which turned out to be a blessing because it forced me to get clean.
While in jail, I realized how bad the stuff is and how bad my body was dependent on it.
The first 24 hrs off of it were the worst.
I threw up 10 times and felt miserable. I could not get comfortable and my stomach was doing flips.
I was throwing up so much and so forcefully that I started to see streaks of blood in the small amount of stomach juice I had in me to throw up.
It took about a month to get my appetite fully back to normal.
It was the worst withdrawal experience I’ve ever had to endure.
It was worse than heroin withdrawals, believe it or not.
I vowed never to touch the stuff again, and it wasn’t hard after my body wasn’t dependent on it.
I thought it was just mental addiction. so that if i could overcome the cravings i could just stop easily.
I learned the hard way. however, that these chemicals, in my opinion, are the most addicting of all drugs illegal or legal.
I am happy to see the stuff being taken off shelves, because it is poison!
I would advise anyone wanting to try it or anyone who smokes it now to stop and get off as soon as possible before your body needs the stuff and becomes dependent.
It was the most miserable 3 or 4 weeks of my life, when I quit cold turkey, in jail.