I’ve always been experimental with drugs.
I’ve tried many pills and synthetic drugs including synthetic acid, but I never thought to try k2.
I figured if I could smoke weed, why should I smoke fake weed?
Until I got put on probation, and one of the terms and conditions was to be drug tested.
I was tested every day and showed up positive for weed, so my friend with the same issue said,
“why don’t you smoke spice with me?”
I did research on it and figured it wasn’t too bad. And that’s where it all began.
From the first hit of k2, I completely lost myself without even realizing it. My roommate at the time felt bad and still wanted to have smoke sessions with me, so he joined me and my friend and bought a bag of k2.
We used to spend $60 on 20 gram bags in Seabrook, NH, until we realized we could grab the same amount in Lawrence MA for $20.
Honestly, the cheaper it got the worse our addiction became.
I never knew it would affect us the way it did.
I read other people’s stories, and it’s nothing compared to what I went through. I think it’s because I had people with me doing the drug also.
We used to spend almost $1,200 a week and stay up all night smoking k2 from bowls and scraping resin to smoke.
When we did sleep, we slept with a bowl in our hands and woke up every hour to hit it.
It was all fun and games getting high at first, but after a month that’s when the cold sweats kicked in at night when I’d try to sleep. I’d wake up soaked in sweat, so I’d hit it and feel better.
If I didn’t smoke it for even a half hour, I’d start dry heaving and become weak – I hated it. I couldn’t even be on a bus, because I’d feign for a hit.
There was a point in time around Thanksgiving where I didn’t eat for 6 days, because I was too caught up in smoking k2.
I hated myself, and I hated who my friends became. We all turned selfish and socially unattractive. There was a certain point where I wasn’t getting high anymore, I was just fueling my addiction.
My mom didn’t wanna see me like that. I felt horrible everyday, but I couldn’t stop because that’s what a drug is and k2 is is the worst drug I’ve ever tried.
I lost my best friend – he didn’t wanna talk to me as much and the two people I was doing it with vowed to quit with me. And we did, but we’re all no longer friends.
The k2 really changed us. Coming off of that stuff made us hostile and agitated 24/7. We all argued till I moved out.
The reason I’m writing this and sharing my experience is because I thought I was invincible, and I’m not… no one is.
So for the people still using, I can’t tell you what to do – but do what you know is best for your health.
The bag says not for human consumption for a reason.
I didn’t listen. I’m 20, but it doesn’t matter my age… an addiction is an addiction, and we all battle it the same.