I started smoking spice my 18th birthday with my brothers. My first time smoking, I just thought everything was funny then I was chilled everything felt like a dream.
It felt like I was legit dreaming. Then I started smoking spice a lot after that. This particular time I was smoking with friends. I usually only smoke with my brothers or either my boyfriend.
But this time was different I started panicking badly like I couldn’t trust anybody. I felt like people were trying to set me up & I know it wasn’t the weed because we always buy from the same person.
So I started feeling like I was dying, having shortness of breath. My friends took trying to calm me down, but at this moment I just felt like I couldn’t trust them.
So I finally just start calming down, and I went to sleep in the car they said I slept for about an hour when I woke up everything just still felt dreamy, but I didn’t feel like I was panicking no more.
That’s not it though when I got high after that I felt the same feeling like I was going to die again. I never believed in anxiety or any of that. I smoked before, and this never happened to me.
I’m just wondering why it is happening now. I haven’t smoked since. I wish to know if anybody else felt this way because I feel like I can’t smoke spice anymore because I feel like I’m dying or I can’t trust people every time I do.