I started when I was 13 smoked for two years; I collapsed in the shower. My friends helped me. I was clean until my mother died last year and I started smoking again.
I’m 19 yrs old. The high kept my pain away. I didn’t realize the toll it had on my body.
Now I’m 6 hrs clean, and I’m in horrific pain. Sweats, cold can’t sleep have eaten in 4 days, throwing up shitting.
I can’t feel myself inside my body. Like, I don’t know what to do. Somebody tell me what I can eat or drink I need help I’m scared I can’t do this without some help.