I first smoked spice when I was 15 years old. It was recently after I got caught for weed and at that time I needed something. First time I smoked it (the type was [email protected] joy dead and berry’d) I went insane. 1 hit and i started seeing crazy things but it was so bad my friends melted and i puked over and over for 3 days afterwards. I felt like I needed more for some reason so I used and used and used. Eventually I smoked it every day but I went to school and everything was wrong I felt dead. I began to experience what was called “derealization“. At that point i needed to stop.
I stopped using and what felt good at first began to destroy my life i faced depression, extreme derealization, and a need for more and more. Eventually I got over that and my derealization and anytime i smelled anything that even smelled a little like spice just made me want to puke. I started being able to actually pay attention in school again and my grades rose, I was able to actually talk to people again with out sounding like an idiot. I can honestly say quitting saved my life.