Spice, K2, Katie, whatever you want to call it it’s a terrible terrible drug. I’m happy to say that I am finally sober off of it. After six years of use, I have been in an ongoing battle with this stuff, and I’m finally away from it. I’ve read the stories here many times when I come to this website looking for help.
The thing that works for me was cutting certain people out of my life. I had to block numbers, social media contacts from Facebook to Instagram to Snapchat everything. It took a lot, I even went to rehab and was clean for a year and I still fell off and picked it back up in the old reason for it was the people that I was around.
I grew up saying I would never smoke cigarettes or do drugs and boy was I wrong. It’s crazy how fast you can be sucked in just by the people you hang around. I strongly suggest you cut out your connections to this drug that is the only way you will be able to stop.
If you have a way to get it you will so make it impossible for yourself to get it. I know how hard that can be whenever you’re scraping the carpet looking for crumbs but if you can get through those first few days of no contact with the person you’re getting it from or the people that are dragging you down.
What you have to do is to stay with your parents, your friends or family that is not on drugs, do it. Get away block yourself from it. That is the only way.
I’m happy to say that I’m finally out of that crazy cycle and I’ve come to a realization in life I do not want to go back to that it took a lot to get here and it was very hard it was extremely hard in matter of fact.
I had the cold sweats for a few nights if not weeks my head was very disoriented and I struggle through work but I contacted my family and some close friends that help me get through it. I blocked every number on my phone that was not good for me and cut out many people in my life.
I hope that this helps somebody else. Rehab is only temporary you have to make the decision for yourself that you do not want to do it and that you don’t want to be stuck in that cycle anymore. As I said, I did it for six years. I know how hard it is to quit, but you can do it.
Cut those people out of your life that is dragging you down. I’m willing to help anyone out in order to stay away from this stuff it is such a terrible drug.
To this day, my head is still clearing up from the years of use, but I feel better than ever, and I’m here to tell you that you can change and you can get your life back together, and your head will clear up. It’s not the end it’s just the beginning. Cut those people out of your life!