I was using spice daily for 2 years. Starting at the age of 14.
While I was high, I used to hear things. I would think the people around me were talking to me, but they weren’t.
I would see things, too. I would go into like a daze of delusions seeing things in my head – whether it was things I never saw before or things I’ve seen.
It was weird.
But now, I am experiencing really bad effects from it and I have been off it for almost a year.
My biggest one is paranoia. I feel like people are plotting against me, talking about me, laughing at me.
I have really bad social anxiety, I can’t hold a conversation.
When I feel like someone is looking at me, I have uncontrollable body movements. I walk weird when I’m in public.
It’s been almost a year, and I still am having these effects.
Every day is a battle for me.
I’m a teenage girl, just trying to finish high school and fit in.
But I just simply can’t – does anyone have these side effects?
Does anyone have advice for me?
I hope it stops. I don’t know if I can take it much longer.