I had been drinking and went into the town, I do coke and have smoked crack once or twice, never liked smoking weed, gets me paranoid, so I don’t go near it, but when I’m drunk and foolish, I will try anything.
So I had some of a guys spice joint, three decent blows. Immediately I felt strange, I don’t know what the guy saw, but he ran away from me in fear. I walked away in an absolute state of paranoia, now we are about 20 seconds into it all after I took the hit.
I walked into the road and what happened was it felt like to me that I dropped dead there and then, there was a strange sound of nothingness.
Everything went quiet apart from this peculiar sound of space, not sure what it was, I couldn’t see anything but darkness, I knew I wasn’t dead because I tried to get up but got to my knees and hit the floor again.
At this point, I am convinced I experienced the feeling of dying. I did die, I know I did. When I tried to fight it and get up off the floor, it basically doubled, then tripled, the strength of this “thing” that was taking my life was terrifying.
I couldn’t see or hear anything, but it felt as if this was a test to see who I was, trying to stand up, in front of everybody, can this guy do it, no, he can’t, so I drop dead.
Now, I wake up in intensive care with 4 guards holding me down and nurses and doctors standing around. I’ve shit my pants, I remember nothing, I leave the hospital and return to the town to continue drinking, I return to the premises where it happened, outside a McDonalds.
The security guard tells me he helped me, I almost swallowed my tongue, he says I was in a wrong way. I thanked him for saving my life.
I asked was there a lot of people watching me when I was trying to get up, he said no, just a few, I’d like to see it on CCTV to see what actually happened but that’s not going to happen, what I will say is I’ve experienced dying, I’m convinced of it.
Even if my body was still functioning, the feeling was death. I will never smoke that shit again, ever. I’m going to sort me now after this, A big wake up call. Scares me to think about the noise, that horrible noise. Very difficult to describe in detail, there are no words. How do people enjoy this drug? Thanks for reading.