Ok so I’m 23, and I have tried almost all drugs, weed, heroin, Percocet, crack, meth, coke, Xanax, shrooms, acid, you name it I’ve tried it!
I was only ever addicted to weed, alcohol, and heroin though, I never really got addicted to the other drugs that I have tried! So anyways I say that to say this, none of those drugs have affected me the way k2(spice) has changed me!
Like I said I was addicted to heroin and alcohol for years and the worst that would happen when I would stop is I would withdrawal for a week and then, for the most part, be normal after that! But this K2 stuff is on another level! I smoked it about nine months ago, and this is not a story!!
So my friends and I were hanging out and drinking, and my friend pulled out some k2 and said let’s smoke some and since I smoked some eight years ago when it was still legal and when it first came out I didn’t think much of it, so I took a hit!
As soon as I took one hit, I realized that I made a mistake, I had the worst panic attack of my life, and I’ve dealt with anxiety my whole life! I went into a paranoid state that my friend reassured me would go away in 30 minutes!
Well, it didn’t, it took six months for just the anxiety to go away! I experienced psychosis for six months, I continuously hear music in my head still, and I’m afraid of people, I haven’t been the same person after that day!
I have a different way of thinking; my memory is terrible now, I used to be a great problem solver. I almost feel like I’m retarded now, I know that sounds crazy, but I used to be the smartest person I have ever met and could memorize anything, and now I can’t remember things, and I can’t have conversations with people anymore either!
I don’t know what it is, but I’m scared of people now, I do t like looking people in the eye, I can’t hold conversations, I have no self-esteem, I don’t even know who I am anymore I feel like a totally different person than who I was before I smoked that k2 that day! I also shake uncontrollably and have a constant fear of people!
I could go on and on about how this has changed my life! I used to be very social and be a very active man with lots of hopes and dreams and friends! And now I sit around my house with no ambition trying to become the person that I used to be or at least figure out who I am!
It almost feels like I was reborn and I have to learn everything all over again, it’s scary, and it’s the worst thing that has ever happened to me! And like I said, I’ve done every drug before and have been addicted to heroin and alcohol for years.
Those drugs have never done anything like this to me! And I even smoked K2 8 years ago but that was when the stuff was legal, and it was kind of like a weed, K2 is now totally different and will change you forever if you smoke this stuff!
Please do not smoke this stuff ever, it has been nine months since I took one hit and I haven’t been the same. I still experience delusions, paranoia, anxiety, hallucinations, and much more, I’m still trying to discover who I am! Please never smoke this stuff you will regret it!