Around three years ago I finally kicked spice. I had been using it for over two years, closer to three.
I worked in the oilfields and loved to smoke marijuana. But this was NOT^ a safe alternative.
A year into it and I woke up hallucinating; I jumped through a window onto the back porch then I came.
I was twitching and confused and lost. I quit for a month or so but fell right back into it.
It’s harder than anything else because you can’t just get away from the people like other drugs; you saw it in every store you went.
However, I kept smoking it until one day I had what I am thinking was a seizure, the left side of my body was knotted up and slobber was coming from my mouth. I got lucky that it did not kill me.
Now every time I smoke weed, I get extremely paranoid and in some cases even schizophrenic.
I don’t want any pity or anything; I want people especially the younger ones to know that it is not safe.
The damage I did to my brain and body is probably irreversible. Do not make the same mistake.
Even now, years later, I still have trouble motivating myself, making tough decisions, and a horrible time with friendships and even relationships.
I’m learning to cope but, just listen to all of these people. Don’t do it!!!