My boyfriend is heavily addicted to spice. He started smoking about 4 years ago and became a different person.
He was more moody and he lied all the time just so I would let him borrow money.
I couldn’t sleep at night just wondering where he was and if he was okay.
He had quit about 7 months ago and had got a good job to stay out of the trouble but he recently started smoking again.
Things are just getting worse each day.
He smokes from 6 am to sometimes 1 am.
I miss him so much. It’s as if he isn’t in this world anymore.
I just wish he would quit for himself and me too.
I try to stay strong for the both of us but there are some days I can’t even get out of bed because I see that he wants to quit but he just can’t.
It hurts me so much to see him like this.
He doesn’t want to go to rehab so I guess I just have to continue to be by his side and pray that he goes through with this.