So the first time I tried spice, I had no idea that it was even spice.
I had gone to an after party, after my senior year prom.
I was having such a good time, I wasn’t overly drunk, but then someone told me to take a hit out of this bong.
Naturally, I didn’t think anything of it.
I assumed it was weed.
So, I took 1 Hit!!!! That’s It!!!!! After that, my memory is a bit blurred.
But I remember that I was coughing like crazy.
I felt so weird, I knew that whatever it was, it was not good.
My friend saw me coughing and asked if I was okay, I just shook my head no because I could not speak.
I guess my friend took me to lie down, but all I remember was the hallucination.
I have never experienced anything like this in my entire life.
I legit thought that I was dead!!!!! In my mind I kept hearing and seeing the same thing over and over.
I felt like my soul was away from my body.
I had no control and kept telling myself that I was dead.
I felt like something or someone was telling me that this is what happens when you die!! I have no idea what happened for the rest of the night, but once I woke up, I still felt high and I was tripping still but not as badly.
I looked around at everyone who had stood the night and I said “I’m alive”!! They all looked at me like I was crazy.
I started to cry because I was so thankful to be alive, but then as the days went on I still did not feel myself.
It took me a couple of days to realize that everything was okay.
I would have moments of hallucinations and question whether or not anything was real.
I would sometimes think I was imagining everything because I was dead or something.
But honestly I feel like my mind has been permanently damaged or something but I just tell myself that I am okay and trying to get over it.
DO NOT EVER DO THIS!!!!!