Your story is so similar to mine it’s as if I wrote it.
I had a good job with a power company. My wife had a good job, and we were raising our 4 year old girl and 2 year old boy. Life was great.
I had been an occasional pot smoker for some time, but quit because my job would drug test. One day I heard about synthetic marijuana that could not be detected in urine. I ordered some through the mail.
I could not believe that it was legal because it was strong. Real strong.
I became addicted. I started skipping work to get high. I neglected my wife and children to get high. I would quite for a few weeks and then relapse.
I lost my wife. I don’t get to see my kids. I lost my job. I became suicidal.
In a last ditch effort, I moved out of state back into my Mother and Father’s house. I wanted to die.
Finally, I stopped using.
I’ve been clean and sober for 3 months. I got a new job. My wife talks to me, but the damage is done. I think I’ve lost her forever and she is the love of my life. I miss my kids.
Don’t ever do this shit. It will ruin your life forever.