I smoked my last bag this morning.
An hour later, I was back at the shop where I buy it trying to get him to sell me more.
However, when I was on a high the other day, I told him not to sell me anymore….and he stuck by it telling me to ride it out,
I’ve decided I’m going to. I’m in debt and have had to be bailed out by my family – thank God for them, i am so lucky to have what others don’t; a supportive family.
Whilst I still have my job, I know that would be the next thing to go. I have had to move from my home which I loved, because i could no longer afford to keep up with the rent.
I’m deceitful, manipulative and will do or say anything to get hold of this stuff and regret ever trying it after being recommended to try it by a nurse.
This forum has been hugely helpful so far with inspiring me to stop. I know it won’t be easy but i have booked time off work and am determined after four years of using to get clean.
And I thought it was only teenagers who get into it – I was so ashamed to be messing around with something that kids get hooked on.
Thanks all for sharing