Hello, my name is Trevor. I’m 18 years old.
A few hours prior to this message, I smoked some spice that a buddy had just bought. I hit it 1 time, because I don’t normally smoke the stuff so I wasn’t sure what would happen.
After a few seconds, I started feeling the high. Everything was okay for about 25 more seconds, then I began to trip.
I heard voices in my head, and everything seemed as if I were in a cartoon. I started seeing things in slow motion.
I closed my eyes, hoping that it’d help a little bit. But it didn’t.
With my eyes now closed, I began to trip harder.
I could feel my heart racing. I began stumbling forward.
I lost my balance and blacked out. I felt and heard everyone around me, as I laid there unresponsive. I couldn’t move any part of my body, I couldn’t speak, I felt life sleeping away from me.
It felt as if someone was choking me. Everything was dark, and I began praying an begging for God to save me.
I told myself that if he let me live I’d change my ways, and by the grace of God, I am here.
As I was blacked out, I saw a light get stronger and stronger the longer I prayed.
I woke up vomiting, and still feel sick every now and then.
Are these side effects going to leave? Or am I permanently messed up?
Please help me.