First I want to say GOD blesses you all who are going through this. This is that second story as I was finishing that first one.
I hit that back button by mistake, and it got deleted anyhow I’m going to make this one with fewer details. When life gets hard, usually government people that the world makes you feel like you need an alternative.
I stopped smoking weed two years ago. I used to smoke well over 200 on loud weekly daily 4 to 16-17 blunts a day, never did me wrong except for that part where I lost all my brain cells and got crazy and got stuck in 302 mental health hospital twice for overdoses, not weed.
Anyhow, all that time, I was none smoking, so one day I decided to have high sex again like back in that day, so I went to that hood and grabbed some dumbest shit ever, and I knew it ass. I’m on my way to buying it; once I smoke, it brings so many memories of how loud used to feel. At first, I started using half a joint then like two days later that whole joint.
That symptom started slowly, and I wasn’t paying attention because I was the worried girl, may be pregnant because that high sex broke that condom. Anyhow man, this drug literally within a month I had spent almost 300.
I got addicted so fast, time felt like seconds there’s still shit. I can’t remember doing; I complete said fuck work 83K year said bye isn’t even called them am not even show up for three weeks that 3rd.
I said yes when that last time was. I worked, so I looked at my pay stub and realized that either it was meant to be or GOD has got mad at me because I walked away again.
Anyhow, this drug somehow controls your life. My anger got worst anxiety mood swings, and so much strength like breaking everything stream violent wanted to break things then started like getting worst I started calling devils at night I kept thinking of killing people and kept seeing weird stuff.
Anyhow, it managed to get worse than that throwing up all night. All night, I had suicidal thought. I couldn’t take it anymore. Five days, throwing everything out, everything even five drops of water, I kept throwing up.
Any smell would make me want to throw up. I still haven’t eaten shit in five days. I’m like in shape but that a diet. I don’t ever want to do.
I thought I was going to die when I try to eat steak, and, couldn’t find taste in that food, and that never happen. I always eat even not feeling well.
But things get better little by little and pray that you never make that same mistake twice. I hope this help you guys please please quit it or don’t do it at all.
Vomiting, no food, no water, no sleep, no taste, and no life, Is it worth it? I wish that we could all start a movement against this fucking drug!!
Social media is full of rappers actors and Hillary and Trump Meanwhile, their kids starving and needing help. Don’t think about just yourself!
Many people are there who can count your wrong actions and don’t even think about that right thing you do for other. There are heaven and hell and earth good and evil spirits.
Simple as that who you with? Fuck them both by that way, I am not voting I’m Hispanic and is not because of that they both full of bull shit.
And that system has chosen that President already we just don’t know yet just because North America is full of people that worried about that wrong shit 24/7 and don’t see reality for what it is and for what apparent to be.
GOD bless you all and may we all stop throwing up as of now a men.
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“Anyhow, this drug somehow controls your life” – Youhigh
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