As I lay on my couch, feeling better by the day . But it has been a living hell. I have been using 3 years . I have been clean almost a week .It still sucks
- Not able to eat .
- Can not keep anything down.
- Can not sleep
- Extreme Anxiety.
- Horrible cramps .
- Chronic cough .
- Extreme dehydration ( my urine was bark colored when I finally went. )
- Mouth sores.
I pray for you if your reading this going thru it like I did. It does get better not fast. I took pedialite today to help me rehydrate. It is as bad as any of the bad drugs like heroin and crack . You know it I know it and I hope the world learns too. Stay strong hang in there , I promise with tears flowing down my 48 year old cheeks that is the only way to get off the spice.
You can do it if I can , I pray I can, still fighting , but getting me back everyday that go’s by .
Here is Allan’s progress:
My second post. 16 days clean of spice. I am me again!! Thank you this web page and the stories you share . There are 6 of us in our group. We did it, all of us. We are clean , we were possessed . I was high for over 4 years, unable to see the man I was.
2 Fridays ago driving down the road , I just woke up. Like from a horrible nightmare. I thank God and Jesus for this. I was high, then not. And unbelievably sober, with a clear vivid look at the damage I had done to my life . Time to go to work , got lots to do . Good luck to you all , you can do it we did , I am 48 our ages range from me the oldest to 19 .