To start off, I have smoked a ton of real and fake in my life. I was living in that area where you couldn’t find the real one because everyone was using fake. It was legal, cheap, and easy to buy. I used to be a hardcore fake weed smoker but It felt like that was deteriorating my body so I decided to quit.
A couple of times since then I was presented with an opportunity to smoke fake weed and out of disparity, I did. I have never had an experience like this until smoking this stuff. This stuff is by far the most potent and intense version of spice. I would usually take one hit and be done, but on this occasion I decided to take two hits instead. Worst idea I have ever had.
My heartbeat was high for about 10 minutes and it started to pass, like normal. I thought it was because of the alcohol in my body. So, I stood up and walked upstairs to get some water. While drinking water, my body temperature was very low and legs were trembling just from standing.
All of the sudden my vision became insanely distorted. It was like someone had turned the contrast up in the world and was lowering and increasing it at random intervals. It became hard to breathe. I kept feeling my heart and checking my pulse but it’s like it wasn’t there.
It was so faint that I couldn’t feel it. Normally my heart rate seems to go up but this time something different was happening to it. I tried to make myself breathe so that my heart would beat. I started making myself hyperventilate to increase my heart rate and started pacing very fast, trying to get my heart to beat. It felt like god was pulling on my life string.
He was proving me how powerless and fragile I really am and how easily I could be taken out of this world. I cursed god horribly and said some horrible things. I don’t know what happened, I don’t know if it was god showing me how ungrateful I have been. May be if it was just a bad trip but one thing I know for sure is, I have never been that close to death before.
I have survived many things in my life, from bear attacks to car crashes but this was by far the closest I’ve ever felt to death. Do not smoke fake weed. No matter how desperate you are or how much anyone tries to talk you into it. It is not safe. Otherwise, just be patient and find some real, keep your life. Learn to enjoy what you have and being alive. Everyone thinks they want to die but when death comes too close for comfort, everyone finds that they want to live. Don’t find out the way I have.